hey people i have to get one thing off my bac..... well jus one thing im not sayin im waitin or im not sayin im not.. but at da end u would realize sumthin.....  but mayb at da end u realize it but itz to late n there nuthin u can do w/ it.... so many feelin build up inside of me n i dont knoe wat to do about it... da feelin is so strong that it hurt me so badly that everyday i want to cry about it..... there nuthin i can do about it n i already knoe it ..  but i final thou it over n shyt thinkin that everything was goin to go bac to normal but it didnt... now it had hit me straight in da face y im so stupid... lettin my heart lead me to da place im in right now..... well not i guest that i have to move on n do my thing... i dont care wat bitchezZz think about me anymore.. imma do my shyt n dont let no body bring me down... fuck ya bitchzZz..... like i was sayin i still love u but there a part in ur life that when u love that person so much u have to let them go....n i realize that now... im so fucken stupid but i learn from that stupid mistake....every minute of da day i think about that even when im at skool, work, or havin fun... those things is alwayz in my head no matter wat i do....*sigh sigh* well anyway im out... peace 1..

                                  Love You....

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i knoe that i said that itz a time in my life that i have to move on... i meant to have fun n wat evr come my way i have to handle it...so0o imm talk it out wit my friends n shyt n other people n c wat i can do about it.... hope everythin goes good....

hey watsup people.. man i miss all my friends.... i donno wat to do.. i try to chill in places but da web... lolzZz that da place that cause trouble... people r so young these days..... well hope to c ya soon.. i b out soon dont worry... I LUV YA!!!!! 

u ever realize how much u love that person when that person is not by ur side like that anymore....every min of da day u think about them n realize how much things they done for u...  no matter how much u show them how much u love them that person would never knoe or they do n they feel da same but  there onli one thing that holdin him bac... i already knoe da one thing...

this is for one person if u say u want to change ur life around n shyt then do it n dont fall for da same mistake u alwayz fall for becuz itz stupid man... sumtime i cant believe it becuz u tell me one thing but u do sumthin else... that crazy...  i knoe that everybody make mistakes in there life but not da same one over n over again... i jus think that after the first of second one u should already knoe wat to change....

people who lies is stupid... they lie over stupid shyt n i dont get it becuz wat da point of it... plus lie to sum1 u love wat da point of that... dont that take away da trust in ur love one... itz crazy becuz i knoe that if i love them i wouldnt lie to them... n if my love one lie to me i wouldnt knoe wat to do about it....

 love u!!!!! u knoe who u r